I live in a democratic country where I can exercise equal opportunity…How come people keep messing up with my life? You can’t and you won’t succeed…but why can’t you just mind your own fucking business…I don’t care! That’s why the phrase on the wall struck me….FREEDOM IS NOT FREE …

Freedom from idiots?...ey dude if you’re trying to impress me with your deepest-english-term make sure you got the spelling right and more importantly, u know when to use the terms!…I pity you…next time just be yourself and people will just be impressed with whatever talent or knowledge you have.

Freedom from hypocrites?...arrrghhhh!!just leave me alone…I don’t wanna be friends with you and it comes out naturally… I just don’t like people befriending everyone with all the hidden agenda to mess up everyone’s life…I call it insecurity.

Freedom from press?...haha just kidding…..


I want to be free for godsake!

1. to love or to hate
2. to trust or to doubt
3. to forgive or to curse

Hay naku always faced with choices in life. Good thing I always choose the first ones. But dont me push to my limits...there are always the alternative. Mark my word

Is this real? I am finally preparing my things, 6 am meeting time sa airport. Feeling ko excess baggage ako, what the heck sobrang tinipid ko na nga mga gamit ko, bahala na....

Touch naman ako, hinatid ako ni papa, mama, joy at shempre eric...ayun I don't want to be emotional, heller naman 6 weeks lng ako dun, mag dradrama pa ba ako dun at gumawa ng eksena. (add ko lng...turns out ako pinakamaliit na bagahe)

First flight - off to go to Japan...

Ganda ng japanese na FA...haha the rest sablay...esp the food...ewwe....
The airport in Narita is so big...langgam lng ata ung naia...nevertheless, lipat airplane...united airlines...better ung facilities...( ninenok ko pa ung headset, hahaha, though its free naman tlaga ako lng ang naguwi) I never thought 12 hours would be so loooooooooooong!!!Hay promise the longest 12 hours of my life...I've watched 3 movies na...about 30 songs na paulit...at nka sleep mode ata ako...but then ramdam ko p ren ung tagal ng trip...paulit ulit ko tinitignan ung map sa monitor:
6600 miles to destination...596 mph ground speed....44 degrees fahrenheit outside temp....

...hay....wat can I do...(buti pa ung kasama ko nagtrip sa airplane...ahmm kaw na bahala mag isip kung anu un)anlayo pla tlaga, dinaanan pa namen ung intl dateline...sorry mangmang pero I experienced sunset and sunrise in just 4 hours...ganun pla tlaga un no?hahaha...engot ko....

tingin ulit monitor...5500 miles after sleeping...tagal!!!!

nung nsa american territory, ayus!!! daylight na...ang mountain area ng US literal na puro mountains...lagay kya nten ung sobra sa population ng pinas dun?just a thought?bad...anyway, nung malapit na all i want to do is unpack my things and brush my teeth, un lng we still have to fall in line at the immigration for another security process achuchuchu nila...

Ngayon I could truly say Im at the united states of america...


7pm at sun still up and working....

Change is inevitable. I need to grow and move on...but it doesn't mean Im gonne leave all things behind...cguro ung mga bulok at walang kwenta kelangan itapon...but for sure I'm gonna keep things that have value and people I love. I listed down all things and people I would miss in my project----

What I will miss in Cobra project?
* The payments functions and the processors - though a lot of people doubted our skills, we still managed to keep our heads high and say..."who got the quality rewards anyway?" sama ko na ren dito ung auditor who kept challenging us...hay kung di lng kita friend ron, sinapak na kita...hehehe joke lng...Thanks for the coaching, it helped us so much though not financially...tinatanggalan mo kme ng 4k bonus monthly!!!

* The teamlead - for the support he's giving the project

* Yosi buddies - keep chilling guys!

* gambling partners - lakas lng ng loob katapat nyan,...uuwi nanaman taung luhaan..pero take note...Enjoy pa ren..that's why we kip on coming back tuwing quarterly bonus

* Mugen tropa - the best tlaga ang chilling time,...tanggal lahat ng pagod from work...urbanation rocks!!! lets kip the dance floor alive

*Pelangi drinkers - lumalabas lahat ng totoo pag may amats na...:) I remeber the time I knocked the restroom door down...kahiya....nkasira pa ko sa kalasingan :)

*My pretty friends - u know who you are

*Gym mates ko - kip building the muscles...we will all feel good and healthy

*My dinnermates sa pag bili ng food sa rob

*My bus mates pauwi from work

*and the rest of the people who believed in me and considered me as a friend - u guys are the reason for the success of the project.

I will miss you guys so much (teary-eyed)....