Tuesday, April 26, 2005
I watched 'guess who' last weekend, and if I were to rate the movie I'll give C for a grade. In short, I didn't like it. There’s no need to rush out to the cinema for this one.It's not as good as 'meet the parents'but I should admit though that Ashton Kutcher is adorable.

spoke at : Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Monday, April 25, 2005
Its monday again...no wonder people call it manic monday.So KATAMAD!!! Indeed, E-X-T-R-E-M-E B-O-R-E-D-O-M!!!!! I'm bored. Really bored, but too lazy to do something other than complain about being bored.weird huh? I'm sure once in awhile you do feel the same way too, it just so happen I feel it everytime I'm about to go to work. Why do we have to work p kasi? I just hope life is all about shopping,gimmicks, parties, tv shows, casino, and billiards!!!whewwww!!! how great life can be? but then again, that's not what life is... my best definition of life is learning to be happy, strong, patient, and smart the hard way in order to appreciate it's essence and beauty. So that's why I find myself reporting to work :( Im just wondering could there be a person who loves working?other than for the purpose of earning money to be self- sufficing but rather its their passion to do their work...I guess this applies to all businessmen who are in their field of expertise, where they can do what could please them. They have the control over things and make their own decisions for the welfare of the business. Hmmm,...now where am I heading? hay, maybe this will just be my motivation for the week...to save money and have my own biz...and go gambling and playing as long as I want to.YAHOO!!! I'm not after all the wealth in this world. I'm fine with my own biz, savings for my future, and basic necessities, and just enough money to have leisure and enjoyment. That is what I call career...right now I don't have it.. but I'm on my way...:)

There are two things to aim at in life: first to get what you want; and after that, to enjoy it. Only the wisest of mankind achieve the second. -Logan Pearsall Smith

spoke at : Monday, April 25, 2005

Friday, April 15, 2005
Have you ever missed someone so much that no matter what you do, you still end up thinking of that person? Hay,... Wish I could do something but that something may sound so hard to do. He doesn't know this, and I don't want him to know...It may only make him sad. That's why Im writing all these feelings down just to consume time. Nothing I can do. I came to realize how important this person is to my life, just a day passed by without him, I feel lost and lonely. How ironic when we're together I always find ways for him to notice me, to hug me, to kiss me, just to show his affection. Sounds good? Nah. I kept on asking for his affection and assurance to the point of too much insecurity and dependency. Am I asking for too much? Damn...I just love this person so much...too much that I can't see myself without him by my side. If he'll come to know this, Im not sure if he'll be touched by my words of love or maybe he'll think I'm grabbing him by his neck.Indeed, a lot of times. I don't want him to feel that way. I don't want him to hate me because of the things I'm doing, words I'm saying, thoughts I'm thinking that might have hurt him so much. I'm so afraid. Should I be honest enough to tell him how I feel? I think so...but still I'm afraid of him being hurt by me. Better to be silent and grieve than to be open and lose him in the end. This is the first time I'll be open about my real feelings...fears I'm so afraid to face...I'm writing these down that maybe someday , somehow he'll read this and know why I'm acting so childish and immature as what he always claims me to be. By then, he'll understand me better and love me more. No need for insecurities. I'll face no fear anymore, because I'll know he'll stay with me till my last breathe...

spoke at : Friday, April 15, 2005

Thursday, April 07, 2005
this is one the best days of my life...the server is down, all the lines are down, so we don't have anything to do till I find myself creating my own blog site.

spoke at : Thursday, April 07, 2005

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