Time to be happy again, it's friday and payday is coming up.This will be a good long weekend since monday is memorial day at US so our boss is calling the day off. Nga naman, the holiday is very much observed in all parts of the country and working would mean insanity. Too bad I don't have any getaway plans this weekend. Hopefully this would turn out just fine. Billiards, badminton, videoke, movies, are just some of my things-to-do this weekend, hay, time to enjoy life, this is what we are being paid for by our jobs...Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy, we are still young, and I'm loving it.

Obviously, I spent the entire day changing my blogsite with earphones stucked in my ears.I listened from alternative, to house music, to acoustic music. I still have 10 minutes left before leaving work so I thought of adding another journal having no topic on top of my head. mmmm, let me introduce my new found friend here in our office. He's not an officemate but I think he is within the building premises (along paseo corner dela rosa fka all asia bldg). I got to know him when I rode the elevator the first night we transferred building from alabang. He seems nice, and I seriously hope he is, unfortunately I don't know his name. Let's just call him Casper. You read it right, casper, the friendly ghost!!! wheww, scary isn't? We are on the 6th floor and everybody is noticing that once in a while it opens up at 3rd level. No one's waiting outside and worse, the lights in the corridor is flickering. So everytime, I go inside the elevator I just wish, Casper would not be with me and go to that creepy floor!!!To make matters even worse, all sides of the elevator are mirror that would make one anticipate for a silhouette or a shadow, or an image anytime one is inside waiting the door to open to your desired floor. Enough for that, time for me to log out. Till then!!!

I am sitting here somewhere in the world thinking about you, thinking about all the things we've spoken about, all the things we've said to each other, thinking about the so many "I Love You's" that have never lost their value even though we've said them more than a million times to one another. You have absolutely no idea how much I really love you but trust me, it's more than you will ever know. I hope we last forever and thanks for everything you do. You're always there for me, a shoulder to lean on, someone to listen to my fears, someone I can share my dreams with, and for that I'll always be grateful. Together we're perfect, and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

I was supposedly looking forward for this weekend...beach, cruise, yosi, music, party, beers,...well...unfortunately,due to unforeseen forces and reasons we cannot push through with the plan of going to puerto galera. how disappointing ayt? yeah, that's what I am feeling right now. There are just instances in our life when weird ideas will just pop into our heads and we'll plan everything and anything to make it happen until at the very last minute we'll realize its just another crazy thing to do and we have no choice but to forget about it and shift your attention to a more worthwhile and propitious things.......




wait... I think I had it all wrong. Going to galera was not another crazy idea. I have my own reasons why I've always wanted the out-of-town trip. Not everybody involved know the real reasons why. Deep inside me I want to spend more time with my friends. Ever since I started working, I can't confidently say I've ever had any quality time with my family, close friends, eric, God and suprisingly including myself. It has always been work, work, work. Not because I'm the workaholic type of person but rather It's a neccessity to suffice what I want in life (take note of the word ' want', like clothes, shoes, bags, gadgets, and my list goes on and on). I need some time to reflect because right now I am at the end of the rope of writing a resignation letter. I need to weigh things down, I need to relax, I need to think about my life, most importantly I have to spend time with my friends. Admit it, one cannot do these things in the middle of a workload or even after office hours just when you are about to take a rest. One needs to have a break once in awhile.



Now you tell me, is this just another crazy idea?

Another weekend is over and here I am again writing a journal. It seems I only do a journal either at the end of a week or after a weekend. No weekdays...its just that nothing really happens in the office. I am just experiencing extreme boredom when I work. Nothing to blog about. Saturday came, I must say congratulations to my college friend ( u know who u are, other people might accidentally read this if I'll mention ur name) who successfully delivered a healthy baby girl! I'm so happy for you and congrats for being a certified mum!!!:> Saturday Night, I met jo and geri ( college friends) at bluewave... talked a little about life with few sticks to lighten up the conversation. Then we decided to go to sitcom comedy and laugh our hearts out. Nothing new, but more kabastusan and panlalaitan of the guests. when midnight came, we decided to call it a night. I came home and informed eric I am already safe at home and to my surprise he is ranging with anger since I wasn't able to text him of my plan to go out that night. It stirs feelings ranging from exhaustion to nerve wracking aggravation. whew!!! but i tried to keep my cool and I learned this from him..."wag sabayan ang galit ng isa para di n lumaki ang gulo". Come to think of it, writing about an argument would be beneficial.We have something to reflect on when messages are no longer in my phone memory and the pain of having an argument no longer hurts...something I or eric SHOULD read when we are so much filled with anger for the other person.We tend to get locked into a contest of wills.More often than not, we become so deaf of the other's explanation because we only want to hear what we wanna hear. The best way to handle an argument (especially when you are on the verge of shouting at each other and cursing one another) is to learn to control emotions and LISTEN UP!!!!understanding why the other person is angry and responding appropriately, setting your own anger aside as much as possible. Now talk about maturity...sana ma-apply ko when the right time comes db? d n nga ako masyado maaagalit at manggagalit...luv ko naman c moks e.:) say that again when you're angry mimi...

First of all, why am I mad? di nanaman nagpaparamdam c eric..reason???billiards....we've been through it and here we go again...hay naku...patience is indeed a virtue.Its very hard to be patient and I don't want to be patient. childish again? better use the word priorities instead. There's nothing wrong with going out and playing billiards, but for godsake at give a little respect by letting your girlfriend know where the heck you are and what's happening to you. we girlfriends are not just for show offs and for someone who would be there when you guys need us, damn! Its up to you, sana may mapala ka jan, good luck and take care.
I am frustrated. I can't play yahoo games in my office pc when all of my co-workers can. There's a requirement for some java thingy, and I can't even install it. Malas!!! The pc I had in makati office didn't have sound cards when all the rest were collecting newest mp3s and now...its the yahoo game and al other online games. Kaya nga I ended up writing a blog, to somehow release all the emotions in me...grrr!!!
Im done browsing the net (imagine all interesting topics one can possibly surf the net, I've been through it), so what's next? Another weekend is coming up and now I'm planning to go to beach with jo and ofi. Last weekend nga pla was terrific, though I wasn't able to see my friend I went to Dau and had a road trip. aha, now I have something to do..plan where to go..subic? puerto galera? boracay? this will be one great summer ender!

The week is once again over. Can't wait to spend my weekend. As we all know I hate (really hate) going to work. Dunno if its because of the nature of work or the company..whatever!!! Imagine since the time we moved in a new office place in alabang I have to be seated beside the VP...can't even browse friendster, my mails, my blogs.....how loser can I get? Di bale, its saturday and Im free again...Im looking forward to a long nice weekend, road trip na to!!!! Im going up north...heading pampanga.I plan to see my college barkada (sana naman, its about time). I'll spend the whole day on the road...then go home early in the morning. Time for me to relax and have time for myself. Hay..life..life..life...