To the person who perfectly knows how to piss me off, congratulations! You did it exceptionally well. Taas kamay ko sayo, saludo! If your purpose in life is to hurt people and leave a mark by making their lives miserable, I think you are doing a great job. What a purpose-driven-life you have there! Pansinin mo lng ha..do some reflections on your life...u badly need one...Nga pla, ever heard of this line

"what comes around, goes around"

...dapat lng kasi if not, u r one hell of a stupid person. Ingat ka...it might be just around the corner...this one's for you...

I should have not blogged about this but can't get it out of my nerves. Just got home from "CF"..you know a place where they call it pampalipas oras...supposed to be some place where one one can relax and enjoy...kung wala lng sanang epal...We wer in baccarat table..F na F (as in feel na feel) ang game sequence, shempre winning moments e...then there was this man standing behind us who placed his side bet of P400 on top of our bet...luckily...we won so after the dealer paid, we kept all our bets and winnings and gave the remaining chips to the man...Naknam,...akalain mo b naman kulang daw ung binigay namen sa kanya ng P200...I rolled my eyes and patiently explained to him na ung panalo lng namin ung binilang namen. We didn't count the rest kc for all we care naman sa side bet nya db? Aba...di pa tumigil ng kakacomment and there was this lady backing him up. Kesyo may mga cameras daw and inspectors to testify his bet..deadma lng kme...cge talk until you get tired of opening your mouths fool...napikon lng kme nung sinabi "pati ba naman P200 pagiinterasan nyo pa?" duh???!!! heller? ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND? The dealer even butted to them " what is P200 anyway?" then smiled at us kc she knew and she saw us placed our bets,..nkikiside bet k n nga lng kasi cnt afford to place your own bet and\g angas mo pa...I know this is a mean thing to say but for them to accuse us of getting the P200 damn...
One would probably stand on his right and not give him P200 bacause in the first place he didn't get any...but just to make things less complicated..we just gave him the P200 out of our pockets. Better abonohan na lng rather than settle thjings at the office just to figure out where the hell is the missing money...some people can really be nasty...bad trip tlaga!I could confidently watch all the recordings of the incident just to make you disappear out of shame but why bother to waste time on people like you. I just hope next time you do your dirty secret, you'll be caught red handed..U'll have your time....


Anyway, just a game...nga naman relax!!!!!Enjoy life and don't get affected by such things...Life is so short...nothing to be afraid of..know why?.. because nobody gets out here alive...be the happiest person you could be...come on... make believe hehehe :)

One day at a time...I'll soon find my way out of this...Aina is right...There is life after break up... :(

Feel like being nasty today... sobrang iritado ako sa ilan sa mga ka officemate ko...i'll tell u why...

1. There's this one girl that's ruining every single day of my stay here at work...bad trip bad trip bad trip...She is the kind of person who would make fun of other people, talk about being insensitive. Not that I am one of her victims but for me there must be a line between making fun of other people and making others laugh...basta I just don't like her...period...and if ever I plan to leave work...not seeing her or hearing her voice would be my first reward. Feeling ka tlaga!!!!

2. Imagine your seatmate eating bagoong and green mango, considering the fact that we are in an enclosed airconditioned room...I could still tolerate her chewing so loud since I could simply use earphones so as not to irritate me but come on how could I avoid smelling such thing!!! alangan naman takpan ko ang ilong ko while working db? I don't have anything against her (nice naman sya e in a way) but damn it...the smell...eewwweee...

3. I know I have this thing for angas guys but there's a particular guy in the office who's acting so angas na di na sha nkakatuwa. Okay...I could simply just ignore him db?...pero parang nanadya sha everytime he makes loud remarks...for everyone to hear what he's saying...duh???!!! One his so irritating remarks : "Pare, punta ulit tau quezon ave, dame chicks dun, madali lng kumuha"... and the guts to be even proud of it. You guys could talk about it among yourselves...but to a lot of girls...we are not amused to someone who is so expert on hooking up girls in quezon ave...macho ka n nyang lagay mong yan, tingin mo??!! the nerve!!! Isa ka pang feeling!

I'll give you a scenario...what would you do if you're giving someone a gift, not just an ordinary gift but something you have dedicated all your time and effort, yet that someone refuses to accept it?...

*would you insist of giving it although everytime she/he rejects the gift its tearing you apart...
*would you give it to someone else although it isn't for that another person. Its like giving a cue stick to someone who is not playing billiards at all....
*would you rather destroy it since it will be of no use anyway...

Hay naku...weird...me? I'll choose the last one...not the smartest nor the easiest move but at least I'm not gonna hurt anyone by insisting something not wanted or meant for that certain person...just myself...for giving something to the wrong person... in short, kung ayaw mo wag mo!!!!...not my loss anyway :) sounds bitter? hindi ren...as if naman you are left with choices...hindi naman db? kaya best thing to do is stick with what's offered by life...nothing one could change..


Anyway, I'm so addicted to One tree hill series!!! Sobra...I am devoting all my spare time watching the dvd series at home...I think season 3 is shown at studio 23...watch out for it..highly recommended :)

I'm currently listening to doin just fine by Boyz2men for at least 20 times now...the song is so depressing yet I continue to play it again and again during my busiest time at the office. I tried to concentrate with work, but still i find myself staring at the monitor doing nothing at all. I didn't had any sleep last night...not a single minute. Anyway, just wanna share this quote with you guys...something to ponder on....

"When I know some things aren't meant for me, I learn to let go...It doesn't mean I'm weak...but I'm just showing how strong I am to fight the urge of wanting something I'm not supposed to have...:("


sad no? I don't know why I became so stupid just because I have loved someone so much..maybe because I loved too much...know what?... I came to realize that love is just not enough to make a relationship work...no matter how much love you give. Sayang lng...its about time some people realize the worth of someone in their life, they just don't know that their existence is the very meaning of someone's life. not my prob anymore...I love my life because I got thousands of reasons why I should :) Thanks to my special someone :) mwahhh!!!!