If I have one thing mastered the past few weeks, I was able to live one day at a time with ease. Difficult as it may seem, I know I just have to gather my senses and enjoying living life again as should be. I'm okay now... I know better what to do...sana nga...u know what's helping me out? I always listen to "stick with you" by pussycat dolls. Somehow the song gives me the inspiration I needed to go through my everyday life. Just wanna share a few lines of the song :

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you


La lang...it enlightens me how to deal with my situation....stick with the person who could love me better and appreciate me more...talk about being user friendly...ofcourse not...just to be with the person who could understand me better...I know I'm on my way there...just wait and see...soon you'll be faced with a totally new person..someone with a stronger personality and with conviction on her decisions...soon, I will be....

What a lonely week...

my favorite dog...snow white...got hit last sunday by a taxi cab when she ran out of my father's office...I was so affected since I never took care of any pet the way I did to her...kalungkot lng....I wish I have someone to share my sentiments with but to no avail,... others might think I'm over reacting...nkakamiss lng...

Anyway, I'm so bored with work. To think I've only been here for 2 months...1 month was for training...and the remaining half was for actual work. I don't know if there's something wrong with me or is it just the nature of work I have here...basta...in short, tinatamad na ko!!!!


I went to baclaran church for wednesday novena last Dec 6 alone...something new...guess I just have to get used to be alone....Well for one thing, I have the time I needed to reflect and pray sincerely. That was the time I cried while praying the novena. It has been awhile since I last prayed whole heartedly considering the fact that it was the first wednesday of the month, dyahe diba? I don't care...

My weekend schedule will be so packed that I won't have to time to be sad...thank goodness! I'm looking forward to our hawaiin themed xmas party. Would you believe ang image ko d2 sa accenture is the quiet, shy, timid type of girl? I don't mingle around that much which is very not my thing....ewan ko ren ba...usually i befriend people from all sides of personality and attitude...ngayon...I only talk if asked a question or if its work-related issue....hahaha...new life, new image..."angas n ko ngayon, walang pakialamanan"....soon I'll learn how to raise one eyebrow...for all those people trying to bitch around...

ay...as usual late nanaman ang blog ko...so what else is new? To start with, im officially single. To most people, this may sound so shocking. Knowing I've had an almost perfect relationship for four years. Everything happened so fast..parang we were caught unaware until it slapped us directly on our faces. I wouldn't dare to put the blame on him because I am admitting my mistake. This is all my fault. Call me stupid, call me weird, call me whatever you want me to be called. I also don't know why. Actually, my reason to get out of the relationship is so simple --- to be happy. It's not his fault why all of a sudden I'm asking for space and time for myself. It just so happens, I'm currently in this stage of confusion...All I'm asking for is some time for myself to realized the things around me....for me to decide what would really make me happy...now what??? who would have thought moving on is much harder than letting go. I don't know what lies ahead of me but I guess this is what God plans for me. I may not understand it now but in the end I'll thank Him for everything that is happening to me right now....