Yesterday before work, we watched Fantastic 4. I was disappointed because the trailer looks so promising and yet the plot, story and effects were all dopey. Maybe because I just had high expectations since an officemate told me that it was indeed a fantastic movie. It could have been more appreciated if I was with a kid (like raprap).

The story focused more on how they could get rid of their powers rather than how they could impress movie goers of their super natural powers.

Might as well watch power rangers or voltes V... You'll find similarities in their fight scenes.

Movie rating: 3/10

Planning to go to Lucena tomorrow with ate and eric..some kind of a road trip huh?...actually more like an escapade...Tama ba naman ang paalam sa bahay e sa subic...hmmm...certified pasaway tlaga si ate...anyway...I'll try to relax and enjoy the out of town trip.

Why are there people who can't keep their lips sealed? When you tell them not to tell this person about a certain thing they just can't keep their mouth shut. The worst part is, she's telling the other person not to tell the one who's keeping the secret that she already blabbed the whole story. Talk about being smarmy and not being trust worthy. Are you just trying to please everyone to the point of losing your word of honor? Bad attitude my dear, you'll soon find yourself not pleasing anyone. Get lost, I know you are reading my blog. Be sensitive enough to know who you are.

I always hate undergoing physical exams..but since I'm left with no choice at all, I might as well go or else I might not pass the pre-employment requirements of accenture.
After completing my agenda for the day, we went to see a movie at greenbelt. We were choosing between 'if only' and ' the island'. We ended up seeing 'the island' since it was Eric's idea in the first place to watch a movie. The movie got my attention because of the nice effects from Michael Bay, great screenplay, and outstanding performance of the leads. Everything is good, the only problem is that....we have to go just when the highlights of the story are being unfold. Damn!!! The moment I stepped in the office, I looked for a person who have watched the film so I could at least have peace of mind knowing what transpired in the plot...gosh...even the movie aaddicts here were not able to watch the movie...I tried searching the net but postings offered reviews and summary only. Kainis..either I get a dvd copy or watch the movie again...


footnote: sorry eric for spoiling the movie kc I have to go to work....watch n lng tau ulet :)

I just passed my resignation letter to my supervisor because tomorrow I'll be signing my contract at Accenture. Yeah you heard it right. I'm finally quitting my current job. After so many thoughts and forums, I've finally came to decide to leave the high pay, non-pressure work. Not to mention that I am scheduled to be promoted on August and I am included in the list of agents who will be handling the big australian project...Thanks but no thanks...I've had enough. I must admit though that salary is a big factor but still, money is not everything.

Actually, its mixed emotions. A part of me is very much delighted since God answered my prayers for a better job at His time. This is what I've been praying for...a path where I could establish my career...but then on the other part of me feels sad for leaving all the friends I've gained here. People I've always thought of not caring and valuing me, those who I always find criticizing my works, well...they care for me pala. Either I was just so judgemental or I've been too detached, too afraid of building shallow-friendships. Eric is right, I have this tendency to put the blame on others whenever I feel I am not cared for...the truth is I'm not just seeing their efforts and concerns simply because I am too preoccupied with my own emotions. So wrong...

Basta, another chapter of my life ends...kalungkot...but still,.. I have something to look forward to...

I'm counting the last minutes of my work time. I still have an approximate of 40 minutes before packing my things and get out of this building. Dulce, officemate, is insisting to go gambling after work. She has this feeling that she's lucky today. Well...what am I to do? Just an innocent girl being invited by a friend to go to casino...I would have no choice but to go....harharharhar...deep inside I'm filled with glee...at last..payday again time to gamble...don't blame me, I am just being invited here...I'm not really a gambler... just a tyro in such things...nah...get real dude...

I had a busy week...the 2 job interviews I had dragged my whole week schedule. I was never well rested but still no regrets about it because this is for a cause. Sana lng,... I'm keeping my fingers crossed...even my eyes are already crossed!!! Damn, Im so f*cking sleepy...since the start of the shift. Just remembered one of my calls today...

Other person:... okay gen and
where are u calling from?

me: (out of nowhere I blurted out...) Makati

Other person: (totally blanked where the hell is makati) huh?

from this I realized, damn what did I just say???...I just smiled at my foolishness and dropped down the call. I could have said chicago or new york or wherever shit I maybe in the states...anywhere but where I am exactly during that time. stupid me...just in time to have something to wake me up...something to laugh at..it just so happens, the subject of the matter is... no other than me...

I saw this entry while surfing tabulas...It brought a smile on a boring work day...Tingnan lang nten pag di kayo napangiti nito.....

KAPAG CHEAP LANG ANG SONGHITS NA
NABILI MO....... ETO ANG LYRICS

Greatest Love of All

"I decided long ago, never to walk in edu
manzano..." (I decided long ago, never to
walk in
anyone's shadow)

Cry by Mandy Moore

"A walk to remember... it was late afternoon!"
(I'll
always remember, it was late afternoon)

All My Life by K-ci and Jojo

"supposed to be you're like my
mother,supposed
to be you're like my sister" (close to me you're
like
my mother... close to me you're like my sister)

Where's the Love

"People killing, people flying, children hurt an
living,
crying..." (People killing, people dying;
children
hurt and you hear them crying)

Leaving on a jet plane

"so kiss me and SMAFFLE me... (so kiss me
and
smile for me...)

Usher & Alicia's My Boo

"It started when we were younger you were
NINE.."
(It started when we were younger you were
mine)

If I Ain't Got You by Alicia Keys

"some people want TAMBOURINES.."
(diamond
rings)

Britney's Baby One More Time

"My ONLY NEST is killing me... and I........(My
loneliness....)

Thumbthumping (Chumbawumba)

"I get knocked down by an elephant, my
mommas's gonna bring me down... " (I get
knocked down, but I get up again...)

Crush by Jennifer Paige

"i-splash, a little crush.." (it's just.. a little
crush..)

Red Hot's Californication -

"Viva Californication...." (Dream of
Californication...)

No scrubs, TLC

"A scrub is a guy who thinks he's fine but is
also
known as a BUS STOP" (buster)

Waterfalls by TLC

"Don't go JASON waterfalls..." (Chasin')

John Mayer

"You're ALICE IN WONDERLAND... You're
ALICE
IN WONDERLAND I'll use my hands" (Body
is a
wonderland)

Baa Baa Black Sheep

"Baa baa black sheep, heavy on the road..."

With A Smile by Eraserheads

"lift ur HAND.. baby dont be scared.. of the
things
that could go wrong along the way.. (HEAD!!!)

Wag Na Wag Mong Sasabihin by Kitchie
Nadal



"May gusto ka ba sa akin... (may gusto ka bang sabihin)"

"maaaaaaaaaag... , magdamag mong
sasabihin........"


two-trick pony by sandwich

"i have been waiting for you all night under
the glow
of INSECENT LIGHT" (...under the glow of
YOUR
SATELLITE)

On Bended Knees by Boyz II Men

"Oh God give me the reason, I'M DOWN...
ABANDON ME..."(I'm down on bended knee)

Red Hot's Zephyr Song

"Fly away on my CELLPHONE...I feel it more
than
ever" (Fly away on my zephyr, I feel it more
than
ever)


AND FINALLY....

Anima Christi

"Soul of Christ... sat beside me..." (sanctify
me!

There are just some people who can perfectly make me feel so worthless. They are making me hate myself because of life's imperfections. I despise it when people look down at me as if I can't be anywhere but here. The worst part is, I can't do anything to prove my worth. Its as good as saying...

"yeah, You're right. I'm not that good enough. I can't be that good like 'him' or 'her'. Satisfied?"

Hey wake up mi, where is the confidence you've been building up ever since?....I don't know, I just don't know what to feel and react. People close to me always have these ways of putting me down....This made me stop and think for awhile... where am I really going? As I can see now, this is just a cycle of my life. Work, rest, payday, splurge, save whatever is left, then work again, rest, payday again, splurge again, save again, and the cycle goes through again....damn! Where exactly am I heading for? I do have goals and ambitions but opportuniy just won't come in to my path. Someday, I can be someone but that seems to be very vague. How could I be that someone if life's like this...Maybe they are right.....I feel so down...need to talk to Jo...let's drink it up pare!!!


footnote: While doing this blog, Rachelle texted me this quote:

Whatever happens 2 ur day, just manage 2 smyl and relax :D U know, lyf isn't a problem 2 b solved but a gift 2 b enjoyed! Have a wonderful, blessed day!...


just when I needed it most, huh?

I am an avid fan of Efren 'Bata' Reyes. He is the magician, the legend, the master and I can say, one of the world's favorite billiard players. Unfortunately, he was ousted on the very next day of the tournament. 9-ball...can we say he just got unlucky that day since the game requires a lot of luck to win starting with the way the balls are spread out after the break. What's truly vexatious about his lost was the thought the he was sent home so early because of virtual unknowns. If you've seen his games in the said tournament, with so many uncharacteristic missed shots, you wouldn't ever believe it was him playing until you see his toothless grin. Is it because of his age? his pulse? his sight? hmmm, he seemed so different. In fairness to him, I know that if there's one person who looks most downcasted because of his performance it would be Efren himself. I feel so down because it might be the start of his downfall. No matter how hard it is to accept, we have to. He's not getting any youger, but...but...but...he's only 50 years old. 10 more years before the retirement year. As an avid fan, no matter what this may lead to, I still look up at him as the best billiard player. No one could ever beat his humility, his funny grin, the way he shakes his head after a miss, and the thaumaturgic shots only Efren 'bata' is known for. Anyway, its just a tournament, will still look forward to next year WPC and I would still bet all my trust to this legendary player. No other player could sign my cuesticks other than him.... Now, that's the true definition of an avid fan.,,

My sis is finally here...the same old pnut of being so pretty, makulit, and so pasaway! So many plans of shopping, gimmicks, and getaways. This is what I'm missing if she's onboard....the sisters' talk, the vanity in beauty products, the never ending panlalait of others, her so-loud-laughter....basta the day won't end without being enervated....ubos ang powers ko sa kakulitan nya.....

True enough, for every action there is an opposite reaction, I have so little time left for Eric. We used to hang out every single free time we have...and then now I have to squeeze whatever free time I have left for him. I know he understands the situation its just that we are missing each other so much....Bawi n lng ako....the best thing to do is to go out with the two of them, I know there would be no problem with that, they jive along well...

Too bad weekend is over, I have to go back to work later....earn money again, wait for payday, and splurge on my vanities...Be happy and worry free. To those people being so attached to money, please lang....money is not everything. Madami pa iba jan with bigger problems...like me, natataranta na ko how to get rid of my scar due to carelessness....as if its a big problem....hahaha just to lighten up things here...I'm in no mood to get serious. I have this feeling this would be my lucky month. I broke the record of my highest winning in casino...YAHOO!!!! \...un nga lng tapos na bigayan ng balato...sorry na lang for the latecomers. :)

The first day of the second half of the year. Today, I am easily irritated by small things. Sa katabi ko sa office na kumakain ng palitaw with the coconut thingy around her mouth and chewing ng di kaya itikom ang bibig, to my officemate with halitosis (we're not even on the first break, eeewww!!!), to the person who's ALWAYS bragging about somebody else (parang un lang ang tao sa mundo)...I'm totally pissed off about these things happening around me. Good thing, I'm a good pretender. I try to contain everything to myself. No one knows I'm in no mood to joke around parang cool na cool nga e but deep inside bad trip na tlaga ako. I don't want others to get affected by my moods. I chose to be cool and relaxed rather than suffer myself from unwanted feelings.
On the brighter side of life, Papa has a new job. It's much much better than his previous job. True enough, God knows the best plan. Good for him, in less than a month, he found something better. Ako???? Can't find a good company with the right job for me. Basta, I'm more on the long term objective. Find a stable company, good job, high pay. Next to impossible? I don't think so, I still believe there is something out there for me....in His time...can't blame me for being so religious...He's been so good to us (proven and tested). Hay speaking of which....May God bless the Philippines...and every Filipino... we badly need it.

We had a little trivia test at the office. Out of nowhere the VP started to pass around a 2-page test and we were given 20 minutes to finish it. Some of the questions inlude the stars of the foreign movies, the current prime ministers, latest hollywood news, NBA updates, famous landmarks, duh???? hahaha buti na lng I'm a good guesser,after that parang walang nangyare..back to work...heller??? like...ice breaker? un nga, from then on, everybody's reading cnn, e online,...as if....--- smirk :z ----

It's friday and its payday...long weekend for me. No work on monday since its the 4th of July. Ate will be here by then and who knows what we'll be up to? Looking forward to watch 'war of the worlds'...sana naman matuloy...

Peace out man! Gutom lang pala kaya mainit ang ulo....ate at mcdo greenbelt while everybody else is out there partying (hmmmph...losers!)....next time I'll eat first before blogging...---lolz :) ----