Guess what peeps?!I'm single again. Yeah, fickle minded girl...I'm not sure if I'm happy about it but this is a totally different life for me...Know what are the great the great things about being single?
1. learning to be independent
2. more time for yourself
3. you get the real definition of freedom
..hell yeah...got to do all of these :) I don't plan to date anyone...not now...you know guys, they tend to take advantage of your feelings when they know the girl is downhearted...typivcal guys...no one can mess up with me anymore...I'm still down, hurt, and confused. Think I had enough. Tama n muna. I need to reestablish myself...no-no to relationship with guys other than friendship...I learned a lot and i'll keep on learning till i know how to bravely fight for my feelings. Will wait for the time when I truly know deep inside my heart and mind what I want and who I want to be with. I don't mind if i'll be left with no one but at least that serves for a purpose.
Thanks to all people involved. You guys made it all clearer to me now.
* to my family to whom I've always turned to after every fights and arguments, for supporting my decisions no matter how crazy they may seem.
* to my cousins, sister, and friends who had always listened to my insights and stories, for enlightening me how to handle the situation i got into. Without u guys I'll be left crying alone during the darkest moments.
*to pao who taught me how to fight for someone you love. No matter how hard the obstacles may seem as long as there is love no amount of pain could ever destroy.. I know it hasn't been easy for us to adjust to our differences but u patiently accepted me and changed yourself just for the sake of working out our relationship. You tried to keep the faith despite all situations trying to pull us down...you know all of them and you know how well you fought for us. Thank you for the promise of love I could never have back...
Guess we all had enough...finally we reached a point where we need to move on with our lives..this is His plan..I don't know the path where I'm heading right now but I'm sure it will lead me to where me heart truly belongs....