My life is a mess now...damn...after talking to Jo over the phone I realized just how fast time flies....naknam we are about to be in the mid 20's!!!!!!...I've always been optimistic in every thing that I do pero being such doesn't excuse me from thinking about all the nega in my life. Cguro nga bad thing about being a positive thinker is you tend to neglect/refuse/ignore the problems around you...in the end you'll just be surprised to realize how bad and tough life can really be. It seems all the aspects in my life are in bad shape...
*** family -after losing my grandma
*** career -damn, no words can express how depressing it is to enjoy a work that can't compensate me well
*** lovelife - eric is so mad for something that I wish I could do anything just to prove how much I love him and I can't afford to lose him. He is not even talking to me...


Call me pessimistic now, but I don't see any reason why I should be enjoying life...so sad...If only things would turn out just the way we want them to be. Is it too late for someone who's about to be 25 this year to make things happen?...I'm not getting any younger and I want to have a life worth living. How could that be if everytime I try to enjoy and appreciate small things, the bigger thing seems to be so tough to handle. I think so much time is needed for me to regain myself...