I have received an email message today that brought me to write a blog...
"I wish you could see yourself through my eyes because that's when you'll understand the true meaning of unconditional love"
...What have i gotten myself into?I'm so fucked up thinking and reflecting on many things.
It all started here at Accenture. I met someone i really have a crush on. Actually it was no big deal util he started texting and calling me. That was when things got so complicated. Of all people to like me, why does it have to be him? Funny how God makes things work. Is this his way of testing my relationship with Eric? or this is the right time for him to give me the one he made for me?
I learned my lesson now, never ever get yourself involved if you don't know how to get out! I promised Eric before that i will remain faithful to him. I never thought that a simple infatuation would lead to something so complicated.
I admit i'm in the middle of disaster. I honestly don't know what will happen next. I want to hold on to what seem so perfect relationship and yet i want to give chance to this new feeling i have for the other. As much as i wanted to hurt nobody, i know i would have to hurt someone and myself whatever path i'll take.