At last, I am able to spare some time to blog. I've missed out so many things that transpired. First, after leaving my work at Incoho everything changed. I took pre-employment medical examination for Accentire but the results are far from what I expected. It turned out that I have weak lungs and I need to undergo 2 months medications before they would consider me fit to work. The irony is, I'm feeling 100% healthy, and I rarely even smoke! Maybe this is the price I have to pay for wirking night shifts...all those sleepsless nights....not to mention the "higher than the average pay".

Can't blame me if my initial reaction was to be bitter. I refused to believe things but at the same time I was so paranoid that things could even be worse....


4 weeks have passed...everyday medications...everyday nausea, vomiting, headaches.....evryday night I pray for Him to take away all anger, denial, and bitterness in me. Slowly, I'm beginning to see the other side. I saw a lot of people caring for me. This might be "blessing in disguise". A part of me is even thankful for all of these things. Now I know who my real friends are and I realized how tough I am.

Mahirap...but no choice e...come to think of this, sarap pala maging bum...:) I think I have more money now than when I was working...ewan ko ba...basta for me, things are much better now.