been so bitchy and nasty this week...

u can never guess why I don't go blogging week. All blogsites are blocked by the goddamn IT administrator. The hell with him, and his monkey-looking face, and his lousy clothes, and his so-called IT authority. First it was friendster, then myspace, then yahoo games, and now blog sites...ever known such a loser? I would be more than happy if all of our systems would go down even just for one day because of all his fucking firewalls and he'll go nuts and freak out.

Eric and I just had a fight for a crappy reason...very very worthless. I don't even know why we ever got into this. Yeah, just blame it all to me and my puerility. My mentality, my personality, my attitude, include every wrong thing about me. That's what u think of me, ayt? W-R-O-N-G is written all over my face. Can't understand you y u still lyk me..I'm nothing but a headache. I'm sure u'll soon get tired of complaining how wrong I am to you. If u r right then I'm wrong.This is me, I can't be any better.

There's this new employee here to whom I've never given warm welcome to. Not even a smile, a simple nod, or a single word. It's so unlikely of me to be so rude and nasty.I hate the feeling but what can I do, Im not in the mood to be friendly. Promise I'll make it up to him if i have 'topak' to be friendly again.Goodluck if that time comes before I get my ass from this work.For all he cares if I get so goddamn friendly or not to him. I'm sure he doesn't even give a damn. In short, lets just mind our own biz.

I know I'm bitchy and I can prove u that... RJ, officemate, even told me I'm totally different from what I look and project. Looks can be deceiving darlin'. I might go to hell, but God knows there is a good side of me that others can't see.